Page 129: Mengarut

Berhenti melakukan carutan yang mengarut yang menyiat jiwa jiwa hidup yang semakun luntur semangat juangnya yang semakin sesak memghirup udara yang menyesakkan dada. Ini mengarut!

Page 128: Do i?

Do I want to behold you?

Or will I rather let go?

Love,

L

Page 127: Quit

No, I don't wanna die 
But I just can't live
Cause I feel like I'm falling

No, I just can't cry 
But I keep telling myself I can fly 
But my wings are broken

I just wanna good girl and a good life 
But I'm choking 
I need something to save me 

But 

only i can save me 

Love ,

L

Page 126: Hidden Mode

my heart is squished like a bug

once again the pain has risen 

now I have to get it back to hidden

please take care in what ever you do

but please always know that 

I did love you...

Love, 

L

Page 125: Let you go

How do you walk away from someone you love And take the road of friend.. Can you reroute the course you have taken And start over once again? I don't really want to let you go But inside me I know I must... The times we've loved . . . The times you've left My heart says stay . . .  but it's my mind I must trust. We have shared so much together Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears... Yet sometimes we can't turn back time We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal. I know one day you will be happy And your soulmate you will find.. Even if for now . . . only in our minds. May life be gentle with you May Allah best come your way... Take care I couldnt say much Its your decision  Love, L

Page 124: Si Gila

hai si gila

kau di nampakkan begitu sihat

tiada cela terlihat

sungguh aku pelik

kenapa orang orang bilang ko si gila

mohon pencerahan.

kenapa direlakan?

kerna mulut longkang itu lagi mudah ditutup nak

biarkan sahaja herdikan itu

biarkan sahaja cacian itu

biarkan sahaja umpatan itu

tapi kenapa?

kerana Tuhan itu Maha Adil

tiap bait kata, tiap senggol tindakan

dicatit di kiri kanan

biarkan tugas menghukum di tangan Tuhan

layakkah kita manusia yang hina ini

sungguh kuat kau wahai "si gila"

harus aku jadi itu

kerana menjadi hamba emosi adalah BODOH

justeru, gunalah nikmat sebaiknya

humbankan sia sia

teguhkan 5 tiang

panjatkan doa

duduk 

diam

musykil

manusia kadang bertindak kejam

diluar kotak logik normaliti

tegarnya menghukum 

tusukan lidah membunuh jiwa........  

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,si gila

love,

L

Page 123: Nightmare

acceptance or neglegence

no thrust on share

bowing beneath

secrets way too unfold

surrender or 

war lead a brisk end

every step i took 

every contrast in the blend

the scare 

the nightmare…

Love, 

L