Page 131: Bisik

Diam. 

Aku baring.

Aku bisik.

"Tuhan, aku sakit"

Lalu tuhan bilang.

"Kau kuat. AKU ada"

Aku gagahi. 

Ambik wudhu' 

Solat. 

Allahuakbar. 

Love,

L 

Page 130: Tinta Jiwa

Tolong aku
Gurisan yang tak terbendung mampu
Hirisan yang diracik halus kalbu
Selamatkan jiwa aku
Siapa lagi tahu
Kau pergi berlalu
Tiada ruang cakapku
Dan aku
Terduduk terpaku termangu
Tatkala aku tak mampu
Ini bukan aku
Lakonan ubatku
Tolong aku
Tinta jiwaku

Page 129: Mengarut

Berhenti melakukan carutan yang mengarut yang menyiat jiwa jiwa hidup yang semakun luntur semangat juangnya yang semakin sesak memghirup udara yang menyesakkan dada. Ini mengarut!

Page 128: Do i?

Do I want to behold you?

Or will I rather let go?

Love,

L

Page 127: Quit

No, I don't wanna die 
But I just can't live
Cause I feel like I'm falling

No, I just can't cry 
But I keep telling myself I can fly 
But my wings are broken

I just wanna good girl and a good life 
But I'm choking 
I need something to save me 

But 

only i can save me 

Love ,

L

Page 126: Hidden Mode

my heart is squished like a bug

once again the pain has risen 

now I have to get it back to hidden

please take care in what ever you do

but please always know that 

I did love you...

Love, 

L

Page 125: Let you go

How do you walk away from someone you love And take the road of friend.. Can you reroute the course you have taken And start over once again? I don't really want to let you go But inside me I know I must... The times we've loved . . . The times you've left My heart says stay . . .  but it's my mind I must trust. We have shared so much together Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears... Yet sometimes we can't turn back time We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal. I know one day you will be happy And your soulmate you will find.. Even if for now . . . only in our minds. May life be gentle with you May Allah best come your way... Take care I couldnt say much Its your decision  Love, L