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Sunday, June 29, 2014

Page 126: Hidden Mode




my heart is squished like a bug
once again the pain has risen 
now I have to get it back to hidden
please take care in what ever you do
but please always know that 
I did love you...






Love, 

L


Page 125: Let you go

How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend..
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?

I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must...
The times we've loved . . .
The times you've left
My heart says stay . . . 
but it's my mind I must trust.

We have shared so much together
Laughter . . .
fun times . . .
tears...
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away,
and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy
And your soulmate you will find..
Even if for now . . .
only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you
May Allah best come your way...

Take care
I couldnt say much
Its your decision 







Love,
L

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Page 124: Si Gila


hai si gila
kau di nampakkan begitu sihat
tiada cela terlihat
sungguh aku pelik
kenapa orang orang bilang ko si gila

mohon pencerahan.

kenapa direlakan?
kerna mulut longkang itu lagi mudah ditutup nak
biarkan sahaja herdikan itu
biarkan sahaja cacian itu
biarkan sahaja umpatan itu

tapi kenapa?
kerana Tuhan itu Maha Adil
tiap bait kata, tiap senggol tindakan
dicatit di kiri kanan
biarkan tugas menghukum di tangan Tuhan
layakkah kita manusia yang hina ini

sungguh kuat kau wahai "si gila"
harus aku jadi itu
kerana menjadi hamba emosi adalah BODOH
justeru, gunalah nikmat sebaiknya
humbankan sia sia
teguhkan 5 tiang
panjatkan doa

duduk 
diam
musykil

manusia kadang bertindak kejam
diluar kotak logik normaliti
tegarnya menghukum 
tusukan lidah membunuh jiwa........  

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,si gila





love,
L


Saturday, May 24, 2014

Page 123: Nightmare



acceptance or neglegence
no thrust on share

bowing beneath
secrets way too unfold
surrender or 
war lead a brisk end

every step i took 
every contrast in the blend
the scare 

the nightmare…









Love, 
L

Thursday, April 24, 2014

Page 122: Dont Judge


Everybody is a GENIUS. 

But if u judge a  bird by its ability to fly  higher through the sky.

It will live its whole life. 

Believing that, it is STUPID.








love,
L

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Page 121: One day


Dear gadis 

It mat take a day

It may take a year

But

Whats meant to be

Will always find its way.





Love,
L

Page 120: Dengari


Katup rapat
Sukar terdengar
Pekikan jiwa
Suara hati
Tidak difahami
Usah angkuh
Rintihan nurani
Tautan jemari
Kenapa pergi
Tanpa di sudahi
Saudari

Mohon dengari








Love,
L